The key to living life is to have fun, do what you love to do and not care what other people think or do around you. If you are not happy? What's the point? Changes sometimes need to be made... As an amazing friend of mine once said "People change, people grow up". That's so very true. Sometimes it's not for the best, but yet sometimes it is. People change, they fall in and out love daily, lose friends daily...

But you will always have those people in your heart. Ones you can never forget, memories and dreams of those lost. I used to be one of the popular people in the care scene. Just someone people would always say Hi to, always call and see what's up. But I left that scene. I had to make a change for the better of my life... In doing that I lost my friends, not by choice and it's not that they didn't want to be around me. Just seperate paths, seperate ways.

For me to be happy, I needed to isolate myself for some time. I needed to focus on what I wanted in life, focus on what I needed to change in my life to make it the best I can. I found the girl of my dreams, I never thought I would so soon... But I did. She's my best friend, my lover my girlfriend and maybe one day my wife. Why do I say maybe? Because people change, people grow up. You never know that one day where you two might realize it's best to be friends. What do I want? Oh I'd love to be married to this girl. But over the past month I've realized nothing is set in stone and just because I want it, dosn't mean it will happen. I spend every day fighting and showing her the good in me. Showing her the reasons she fell in love with me a year ago. She has seen the worst in me, and seen enough of it to walk away from me. For this I must fight for what I believe in, what I desire...

Daily I fight demons within myself. God has given me so many chances I'm scared to fail everyone again. I really want to get my tattoo finished. But I just don't have the money right now. Tribal Angel wings on my back, along with the words "Can't stop me... I'm free now". Words said by someone that I look up to, someone I respect. Jeff Huntley.

I miss the days of the band, I miss the writing sessions, I miss the music. I miss it all. I gave up one past to live another. But I regret it every day. But yet I don't. I gave up music for cars... Without that, I would of not dated Brit, I would of not ran into Casey......

I want to take her back into my past, I want to show her what it was like when Greg was happy 24/7. When nothing could get him down. I was on top of the world and no one could touch me...